Regrets

I think of you

And what I put you through

I remember the day

I pushed you away

And it’s very clear

I still hold you dear

We shared so much

I miss your tender touch

I see your face

In every space

And I want to hold your hand

Right where you stand

It’s plain to see

We’re meant to be

It pains me to know

That I let you go

I’ve turned around

Found solid ground

But that’s as far as it gets

And all I have is regrets

Without A Doubt

I’ve been unsure

I’ve felt insecure

I’ve been down

Been turned around

I’ve gotten lost

Not knowing at what cost

I’ve stumbled repeatedly

It didn’t get the best of me

Cause without a doubt

God worked things out

I’ve strayed from Him

I’ve indulged my every whim

I didn’t know

How much I could grow

I was confused

I’ve felt used

I didn’t understand why

I had to cry

But without a doubt

God worked things out

I didn’t know where to start

Examining my heart

I was in pain

I couldn’t see what I could gain

I’d lost touch

With what meant so much

I didn’t recognize my power

Until I prayed every hour

And without a doubt

God worked things out

Never Far Away

I think of you consistently

I can reveal that honestly

Your tender touch

Means so much

Your tender kiss

Leaves me in total bliss

You’re one of a kind

You give me peace of mind

There’s nothing I won’t do

For the love of you

One thing is true

You’re never far away

I spend my days wanting you

My feelings get me through

They seem built to last

Despite my difficult past

You appear in my dreams

As strange as it seems

You’ll never see me pretend

I’ll love you until the end

I’ll let it show

Cause I do know

That you’re never far away

I love you more each day

I wouldn’t have it any other way

As I take my stance

I think of our romance

I see your handsome face

In just about every place

It’s something pure

It makes me feel secure

I don’t ask why

And I can’t deny

You’re never far away

I am Healed

I was broken and in need of repair

I was wallowing in despair

I got lost along the way

But I survived every day

Some counted me out

My future was in doubt

I lived in fear

I didn’t know what was near

And now I am healed

I’ve been through the fire

Down to the wire

I’ve been shamed

I’ve been defamed

I’ve fallen more than most

I had no one to hold me close

I’ve been down

I’ve been turned around

But now I am healed

I didn’t see my purpose

Until it came to the surface

I was unaware

That I had someone to care

I found peace of mind

And He’s very kind

And now I am healed

Too Blessed

I awaken every day

Come what may

I start a journey

Meant for me only

I see what life can be

It doesn’t get the best of me

I let go of fear

Cause my God is near

He takes the lead

He helps me succeed

No matter what’s at stake

He knows how much I can take

I’m on a mission

I have clear vision

I count every blessing

Without a lot of stressing

I have something to call my own

He won’t leave me alone

I’m on solid ground

Thanks to the joy I found

Oh no I’m never stressed

Cause I’m too blessed

In The Morning

In the morning

I open my eyes

To a beautiful sunrise

I say a silent prayer

Cause God is standing there

I start my journey

As ordained by Him only

I stumble along the way

But grace saves me every day

I learn as I go

And I share what I know

What’s in front of me

Is meant to be

I submit to His will

Cause He loves me still

Naysayers I ignore

Cause I’m filled to the core

Nothing could be better

I love life to the letter

It’s all by design

Everything is fine

I continue my trip

I let my smile rip

Cause I know I’ll win

When I do it all again

In the morning

In Full Bloom

As I sit in my room

With my heart in full bloom

I’ve taken a different view

I’m on to something new

I’ve taken a different stance

I’ve learned a new dance

I needed to change

I needed to rearrange

I’m not the same

The world knows my name

As I sit in my room

One in full bloom

I reflect on my past

And how precious moments last

I’ve traveled far

While reaching for a star

I couldn’t wait

For what would make me great

It’s God plan

He said I can

I’ve been blessed indeed

I know I can succeed

I know I’ve grown

Through all I’ve known

I can see my destiny

It’s a part of me

So I’m in a room

With a soul in full bloom