Sitting here crying

In between sighing

Wondering what went wrong

How to stay strong

Wondering where I should be

How to set my soul free

Looking at heaven above

While searching for love

Falling to my knees

Wondering who to please

Saying a silent prayer

Wondering if God will be there

Trying to see through my tears

Trying to let go of my fears

Waiting for a star to fall

Waiting for God to answer my call

Longing for something more

Wanting God to fill me to the core

Trying to keep the tears away

Wishing for a better day

Sitting here crying

Doing a little sighing

Trying to look ahead

Trying to let go of dread

Wondering how I should move

Wondering what I must prove

Trying to wipe my eyes

Still looking for a surprise

Longing to fill my soul

With what will make it whole

Continuing my journey

Wondering what’s for me only

Searching for a place

Filled with mercy and grace

Looking for affection

Looking for some protection

Wondering what I should do

How I’ll make it through

Trying to turn myself around

Still searching for solid ground

While I’m sighing

I’m still crying