
Looking at my heart
To see where to start
Saying a silent prayer
As I see God standing there
Wondering what’s real
What my heart can’t conceal
Wondering about my mission
Trying to clear my vision
Trying to stand
As God holds my hand
Trying to ignore the noise
Trying to show some poise
Thinking of the journey
Meant for me only
Searching for a place
Filled with mercy and grace
Looking for my purpose
While standing at the surface
Wondering how to live
Wondering how to give
Wanting to love
Just like heaven above
Longing for a word
Unlike any I’ve heard
Searching for solid ground
Wondering what I’ve found
Trying to be strong
Thinking of right and wrong
Longing for God’s affection
Needing His protection
Searching for a light
I can follow day and night
Wanting a hand to hold
Wanting my story to be told
Looking at the past
Wanting to make the moment last
Grappling with doubt
Wanting things to work out
Looking at my empty cup
Trying to lift myself up
Looking straight ahead
Without an ounce of dread
Knowing God is working for sure
Giving me something pure
He’ll keep working
As I’m soul searching








