I’ve been down

Had my smile turned to a frown

I’ve wondered where to go

How to share what I know

I’ve searched for a place

Filled with mercy and grace

I’ve faced every day

While trying to find my way

I’ve longed for a home

Where my soul can roam

I’ve faced my naysayers

While saying my prayers

Wondering if there’s a plan

God will reveal when He can

I’ve wondered what to do

How I’d make it through

I’ve gotten turned around

While searching for solid ground

I’ve longed for affection

As well as protection

Until God revealed His plan

As only He can

I’ve fallen and risen again

Discovered faith helped me win

I’ve traveled far

While healing every scar

I’ve longed for something to hold

Wondered if my story would be told

I’ve wanted a moment of pleasure

Beyond all measure

I’ve embraced every journey

Meant for me only

Knowing God was with me

The moment was meant to be

God removed every cloud

Provided moments that made me proud

I’ve learned my name

Gotten rid of my shame

Learned what to ignore

As God filled me to the core

Talked with God a while

And I’m learning to smile